You can't run away

La muerte nos persigue a todos.
Es algo que no podemos evitar. Podemos huir, no pensar en ella, evadirnos de la realidad. Pero a todos nos llega nuestra hora.
La hora de despedirnos, de decir los últimos te quiero, lo siento, perdóname. Es hora de decir lo que nunca nos atrevimos a decir.

Nadie sabe cuando llegará su hora, nadie sabe cual será su último beso, su ultimo adiós. No sabemos cuantas primeras veces nunca llegaremos a hacer.
Ni si quiera sabemos donde pasará, en una habitación de hospital, en medio de la calle o durante el mejor momento de tu vida.

Here comes the nightmares

Here comes the nightmares
Your biggest fears

will stand up
They will go for you
They will scare you, make you scream,
cry and paralize

You will have to run
Run up to your last breath
Find a way out
You'll have to hide

All your love ones will die,
they'll suffer. You'll see them
die
Tortures are coming, tortures
are coming for you

You will have to run
Run until your last breath
Find a way out
You'll have to hide

Nothing is left, you're nothing
You are alone in a nightmare world
You saw them dying and
you didn't make a shit for them

You made this.
Here come the nightmares
Your biggest fears will stand up
They will go for you

Culpable

Sigo oyendo a la gente hablar en esta sala abarrotada de gente. Pero hace tiempo que ya no escucho. Siempre es la misma canción.

- Señorita Amanda Martinez. ¿Tiene algo que declarar?
Vuelvo a oír esa pregunta, la han repetido durante meses, cada día que se reunían.
- No

La sala se vuelve a llenar de un murmuro molesto, de miradas y gente apuntando con el dedo.

 -¿Cómo se declara entonces?
- Culpable.
Mi voz no tiembla, es firme y segura.
Se lo que hice, se que tuve la culpa de que mi mejor amigo muriera. Por eso he tirado la toalla en esta lucha.

Come back

I don't want the guy who I fell in love to be back.
I don't want our love to return.
I just want our friendship to be back, I want you to trust me again, and treat me as a little sister, I want you to be my bestfriend again.
I want to fight again, and laugh and smile.
I just need that back.

Under the cold rain of december

I'm walking in the dark. There is nothing in my pockets. I lost the count of time.
I don't know where I am, I don't know who I am, I don't know where I belong and where am I going to.
There was a time, when I used to smile, to think everything was perfect. I was happy.
What happened then? I lost him, my first true love. The love was over, he used to say. The tears went down my face, I was so frustrated. I thought it was my fault, even if he said it wasn't, he just finded another girl. Prettier, funnier and nicer.
Little to little I started to lose everything else. I lost what I was most scared of losing; the people I love.
I lost them, my friends thought I changed, that I wasn't the same happy girl I used to be.
I started to get apart of my family, I thought they will never understand me.


There I was, alone, walking in the dark, under the cold rain of december.

Darte cuenta de que has crecido cuando puedes dormir la noche de reyes.
Los años pasan, y tu creces. Cada día un poco mas.
Pasas de jugar con muñecas a ir de fiesta. De beber batidos de chocolate, a tomar copas cargadas de vodka. De enfadarte con tus padres por fumar, a pillar cada semana 10 euros de marihuana.
 La ilusión de los niños esta cambiando. Las nuevas generaciones ya no son las de antes, ahora necesitan lo mejor, lo último, el top trending.
Necesitan creerse poderosos, cuando nosotros solo encestábamos ser felices.
Jugar con nuestros tazos, cambiar cromos, y correr por ver quien era el portero de cada equipo de fútbol.

Another day, going outside, waiting for the bus.
Is not even 7 am and you are ready to go back to your bed, under the blankets, and forget everythig.

Forget how many times I said an empty "I love you", when I didn't feel it, cause there is nothing else...

I said you "I will wait you forever, this year doesnt mean that we are not together anymore. It means that our love is going to be stronger, that Im going to love you over everything, over the rainbow"
but now i don't feel any of that, and you know why? Because none of us care, not anymore.

I don't need to talk with you like i used to do, everyday, every morning, every night before going to sleep.
Because there have been too much lies, too much broken promises, to many moments where I will say you, "fuck off, this is over"

Cause when you where with your friends, having fun, getting high. I was here, worring about you, thinking that the worse can happend, but i trust you, I told you thousands of times.

One mistake, and everything is over. I made one mistake, and your trust on me is over.
I don't to go anywhere, i don't want to go to parties, just because i don't want to listen again "Be careful, we know what happend last time"
And I just want to scream you, "fuck off! You are the one that cheat me, and here I am, saying I trust you more than anythig"
I didn't cheat, you, im the one that has been cheated. And here I am.

And now i don't need you, there is someone doing what you where doing a couple of months ago. Taking care of me, treating me how I deserve, and being fucking happy.

I'm sorry, but it's over, this time it was your fault.